Sunday, February 26, 2012


Thursday, February 23, 2012

The crows

So last weekend was eventful, actually no it wasn' was the most boring weekend ever!All thanks to an unexpected sandstorm, blech!

Anyways, as much as I wanted to stay home and be all comfy away from the bad weather outside, I still had my Saturday ruined because I had to attend a small business meeting in my office. As soon as the meeting got over, I started to walk around the office aimlessly when I noticed a crow on top of a lamp post outside my window,I just ended up staring at it and that's where my silly little mind starts rambling all over again.

It made me wonder, why are crows giving the symbol for something bad or evil?I never really understood that and I don't even know where that kind of belief actually originated from. Just like the black cat crossing the road or polishing turtles give you good luck...okay I just made up the turtle thing but I kinda didn't have any other examples to give out! Well the point is, why are these animals portrayed in these segments?Is it because of their appearance or just how they behave? It was puzzling for me to think a crow would symbolize anything evil, all I saw was this poor little crow just sitting there all alone, probably waiting to the bad weather to go away. But I guess we imprint in our minds so much of what information is given to us by others that we just don't sometimes try to see the truth for ourselves. And that is where I thought of humans in general, our habits to stereotype one another without any evidence towards what and who we point at.

It is very upsetting indeed to see people this way, to point at a person and blame them for where they come from instead of who they are as a person. It isn't just about where they come from but even how they look or appear, it is wrong to be judgmental on looks and their choice of style. I am not going to try to be the goody two shoes here but I admit a certain number of times I become judgmental too for the very wrong reasons, I haven't accused anyone in a big way but in my mind when something bad did happen, there were times I blamed it in my mind for the person's background instead of his character as a human, it did made me think later on just how stupid it would be if I knew someone hated me just because of a place I came from instead of how I am, it made no sense, it has no logic, I hope to never do that again, in fact....I WILL never do that again and I hope other people are able to do that as well.

By then my thoughts got interrupted by my dad, the crow by that time, well, just kept sitting on the lamp post, doing nothing, who knows it probably looked at me and thought of a silly ramble of its own, okay that is just stupid and weird, I'll just stop now...till then catch you guys again real soon!

Saturday, February 18, 2012

The lady.....

There isn't any meaning to this art, I just made this when I was listening to a song called Desert rose by Edward Maya over 20 times a day, that song is awesome! 
I am trying to learn how to focus on the background more, I should really learn to be a bit more patient when it comes to taking my time on drawing everything what a background needs, I'm sure to keep that in mind next time!^.^

Monday, February 13, 2012

Happy Valentine's day!

Happy Valentine's Day!Hope you guys have a wonderful and romantic celebration!I did have two ideas in my mind for valentine's day and this was one of them, which is rather simple I guess, but here is my other version, well my version for Valentine's day!

Teehee, of course this has to be my version, portal 2 romantic lol!!

Saturday, February 11, 2012

Nephele and Kaz

This is something I made a long time ago when I was just experimenting on certain tools in the paint software that I never used before, it was also the first time I was trying to attempt shading. But even though this isn't exactly perfect in any way, I always liked this drawing because it was inspired from a very weird dream I had which I would probably share it in the silly rambles section one day. As for the one eye cat, I have a lil' cute stray kitty friend in the park that has only one eye, I love her so much, she just has such energetic and joyful personality ever!She is the best!

So yea, after it was done I didn't know what to name this drawing, so I named it Nephele (which is a name I find interesting and awesome) and Kaz (which is the actually name I put for the new lil' kitty friend I made, I am not really sure why I put that name, it was just the first thing that came in my mind when I saw her lol)

Anyways see you guys soon, Valentine's day is coming up and I did prepare something for that. Can't wait to publish that soon!YAY!

Sunday, February 5, 2012

Fashion Confusion

So I had a very bizarre dream a long time ago, it was just one of those dreams which you would never forget!It wasn't only just weird but by the end of it I actually ended up learning a lesson from it. It all started with a regular morning routine but only difference was that I was getting ready to go for a job interview to be an assistant for a company that deals in fashion. The best part is that I am least interested in fashion and even waking up so peppy in the morning, it makes me yawn!Sure the waking up part makes everyone yawn but for me so does fashion and studying and sports and..okay we are not talking about that right now back to the dream!

Anyways, So I head over to the office and the first person who notices me is a guy who seemed to be working there as a secretary or something, he was a really kind and friendly, I did remember his name at the time, Something with A...hmm...lets just call him Mr. Apple pie for now, yum Apple pie.... lol, I actually had so much fun talking to this guy. I had no idea what I was talking to him about but I was so sure I was having a fun conversation with him. So then he guided me towards the lobby and asked me to wait for my turn, I noticed that there were other candidates seated there as well trying their luck on the same position I applied for.

After a while, the owner arrives and takes a good look at all of us and she then makes an announcement, she gives us a challenge and the candidate that wins the challenge will become her assistant. Now, I didn't know what the challenge was exactly but I did know it was quite complicated but considering I had a dreamy invisible degree in the field of fashion, it shouldn't have been so hard to do it. But I got really nervous, my confidence just vanished and all I could think of is that there was no way I could get it done. Even with the constant motivation I got from Mr. Apple Pie, I was just not able to pull myself together and in that sudden panic I did what my stupid brain asked me to do, that was to RUN!

I ran like crazy!I didn't bother to see what was in front me nor I was bothered to see who was looking at me, all I wanted to do was get out of there and never return. In all that confusion, I could hear Mr. Apple Pie calling me out, telling me to stop and wait, I could tell that he was trying to help me but I just didn't listen, I refused to even look at him. After so much of running, I finally reach home, I was so mentally and physcially exhausted that the only thing I could do was to go to sleep and try to forget everything. Sleeping within a I always wanted to say an Inception joke...erm...moving on....

I wake up the next morning only to regret what I had done in the interview, I checked my phone frantically just to see if I had recieved any message or call from Mr.Apple Pie because I felt so guilty for I felt I had let him down in some sort of way, but I only ended up getting messages from my other friends trying to cheer me up, funny thing is I never really did give him my number nor did I tell anyone what happened at the interview. After that all was a blur and I woke up from this confusing dream, but no matter what it still stays in my mind, all I could really think was that I should have never ran away from there, no matter how tough the challenge was I should have stayed there and finished it off even if I didn't do it right, but noooooo..... what do I do?Run off the place like a mouse being chased by an old lady with a broomstick in a kitchen!

So in the end, I not only ran away like a loser from a challenge but at the same time lost a good friend like Mr. Apple Pie and paid no heed to his encouragement or advice, I think I am pretty sure you all know what lesson I learnt from all this and as for now I can gaurantee it, I will never ever run away from a challenge, I probably will perform so horribly at it but atleast I gave it a try and maybe I should learn to listen to good advice and I learnt that although Apple Pie sounds really good, I have never had the privilege of eating one before and I should probably make it a goal to try it out.

Well that's my weird dream story for today, thank you again for reading this senseless ramble, till then catch you guys later, bye bye!:D

Wednesday, February 1, 2012 cat mentor!

 My sis is probably the best mentor ever!Among all the things that she ever taught me, I think my favorite lesson of them all was on how to handle cats lol!Yup, like me, she also is a big time cat lover!
This art is dedicated to my sis (of course) and also to everyone who has awesome sweet siblings of their own!^.^
In case you are wondering...yes, that is what my loved ones call me, Kiggy!(not piggy....not Tikky....not's Kiggy!)lol :P :D